no mood sunday

This nite when I was doing some work on my webpages, I found out I have an old webpage for you...

It was a long time before. It was made when we are at work. I was bored at work and ask you to suggest me something to do. Then you ask me to find out how much I love you... so I quote you this poem in my webpage... The names inside were so stupid, you were ping ping and I was sai hing...

See the poem

a nice saturday

It is a happy day with you and Alan.

and I just... miss you more and more.
I can't control myself loving you.

though there may not be any reward, no one can take away my love to you.

"why are you so sor....?"

my love, my fate, will you fade away

kg...

Before I lost my courage again, I just want to tell you,
"I love you, and I miss you always"

Im afraid I will be disappointed again. But if you will come back to me, I will wait for you... wait until my heart breaks.

a thursday holiday

I thought I would be happy thinking in another way, but it is difficult to do so.

I thought I could dinner with you tonite, but I could not.

I love the smell of your perfume and your hair, I love the smell you left in my clothes. But.... they dont belong to me.

I dont want to love you anymore, I want to hate you, But... I just could not.

sleeping toe

last nite we have a little (talk) on phone again. But you are too tired and fallen asleep, but I didn't hang up immediately. I listened to your breath and somehow I feel a little warm.

I whispered to you and told you many things in my heart. You gave no response as expected but just some breathe blowed to the mic. Are u dreaming ? Will u dream of me ?

I saw your last comment, and I dunno what to say.

Love.....let there be love.

葡萄成熟時

差不多冬至 一早一晚還是有雨
當初的堅持 現已令你很懷疑 很懷疑
你最尾等到 只有這枯枝

苦戀幾多次 悉心栽種全力灌注
所得竟不如 別個後輩收成時
這一次你真的很介意

* 但見旁人談情何引誘 問到何時葡萄先熟透
你要靜候 再靜候 就算失收 始終要守

# 日後 儘量別教今天的淚白流
留低 擊傷你的石頭 從錯誤裡吸收
也許 豐收 月份尚未到你也得接受
或者要到你將愛釀成醇酒 時機先至熟透

應該怎麼愛 可惜書裡從沒記載 終於摸出來
但歲月卻不回來 不回來 錯過了春天 可會再花開

一千種戀愛 一些需要情淚灌溉
枯毀的溫柔 在最後會長回來
錯的愛 乃必經的配菜

repeat * #

想想天的一邊 亦有個某某 在等候
一心只等葡萄熟透 嚐杯酒

別讓 寂寞害你傷得一夜白頭
仍得不需要的自由 和最耀眼傷口
我知 日後 路上或沒有更美的邂逅
但當你智慧都蘊釀成紅酒
仍可一醉自救 誰都心酸過 那個沒有

my life has no life

Started from some time ago, I found that I've lost the courage to share my feelings with you.
Suddenly a mixture of feelings comes up. Tears come out from my eyes... what Im doing here ?