kg......

kg... I miss you so much
last nite I met you under your building and gave you the letter. Then we haven't talked at nite.
I miss you sooooo much.... and want to call you many times and listen to your voice.... but at last I didn't. I know I should stay away from you now.

But Im always waiting for you, my love

ng hoi sum >.<

herk herk herk....
I start to feel more and more unsecure~~ always wondering if you are dating with the other guy behind me.... herk herk herk.... ng hoi sum !

God, pls help me, Im just a little corn in the forest.

I miss you~

many times I want to tell you I miss you, but now I start to afraid to say this to you.... maybe because Im afraid you will start having no feeling, or tell me you dont miss me now....so I say it in my heart, and hope you can feel it....

When Im with you before I dont always feel missing you, now when it comes to the fact that you may be leaving me, I recognize your importance to me and I find myself really love and miss you~~~

my life, my story

my gf got a colleague starting to chase her...
after some conversion with her, she told me she have some comparsion btn that fat guy and me... and he is a bit better... she said he is more aggressive and smart in work.... :<

Im sad to know about it. One side cuz I think I have been a very good bf towards her... but seems she dont only need that. And one side she thought I was not aggressive in my career, and happy to stay in current situation.

The worst is that she thought I am weak & 唔捱得. She always think I was weak in health, and now she also thinks I cannot work hard.... I really wonder why.... I thought she totally misunderstand me in some sense, maybe my problem....

Im afraid I will loss her, should I tell her to stop communicating with that guy ? or if I am for her goodness, I should let her choose the one that best suits her.

But anyhow, her talk has initiated my motive to work harder. I will work harder and study some course to pave a better road towards me. This is not solely for her but also for my good fortune.

Last time the icq girl told me about a guy chasing her, then after some time I lost her. Will it happen to me again ?

If happiness is what a woman wants, I guess I can assure her. If I dont have enough money to buy warm clothes for her, my body and love should be able to give her enough warmth.

I always love you, my dear