my life, my story

my gf got a colleague starting to chase her...
after some conversion with her, she told me she have some comparsion btn that fat guy and me... and he is a bit better... she said he is more aggressive and smart in work.... :<

Im sad to know about it. One side cuz I think I have been a very good bf towards her... but seems she dont only need that. And one side she thought I was not aggressive in my career, and happy to stay in current situation.

The worst is that she thought I am weak & 唔捱得. She always think I was weak in health, and now she also thinks I cannot work hard.... I really wonder why.... I thought she totally misunderstand me in some sense, maybe my problem....

Im afraid I will loss her, should I tell her to stop communicating with that guy ? or if I am for her goodness, I should let her choose the one that best suits her.

But anyhow, her talk has initiated my motive to work harder. I will work harder and study some course to pave a better road towards me. This is not solely for her but also for my good fortune.

Last time the icq girl told me about a guy chasing her, then after some time I lost her. Will it happen to me again ?

If happiness is what a woman wants, I guess I can assure her. If I dont have enough money to buy warm clothes for her, my body and love should be able to give her enough warmth.

I always love you, my dear